“vidA” I´ll find the way - LBP

Larissa Bhöñam Polletté


So where are you now? Where am I?


I imagine that I could be next to you, I imagine myself drawing into the sheets of your skin, moving all around your body and feeling all your breath.

But now you’re always distant, you are all by yourself. Sometimes when I think of you it sense you have been using me to feel important. And I just kept thinking that your been acting selfish, but then again I saw your eyes and your big smile, and suddenly my mind turns off I can’t think I just go blank and I want to believe that one day we could be together and share all this. Then again you leave and let me all by myself, I don’t  know if I can trust you I want to but I’m not sure. 


I don’t understand it was so ephemeral, I’m asking to heaven to understand that I feel sorry about myself acting jealousy if I can’t saw you again.


I picture us in my mind all the time, I dream day with you almost every day. But you kept distant and away, you block me somehow that I can’t even understand. What about us? What about all that we said? I was the only one saying all that? So what now?


I always remember that we never have doubts, you’re the only one who makes me feel awake, I feel like myself, I feel alive. You’re everything I always ask for; you are everything I need and much more.

Maybe I’ll find the way… anyway.